2.4.08

Almost a Year

I had a dream the other night that Dad was alive and very sick with his lung cancer. It was very sad when I woke up. It felt so real. Last year at this time I remember I was starting to get ready for Katie's graduation and wondering if Dad would be alive for it. I remember thinking how I was going to have a funeral and a graduation close together. It was such a difficult time. I can't believe it's almost been a whole year. In someways it feels like a few weeks ago. I have to try and not remember the last 12 hours of his life because it is very painful to me. The disbelief of his final breath. The casual visiting of our family in his room that morning. too many too many sad things...

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Anonymous Anonymous said...

You mention a book about a girl whose father is dying of cancer - what is the title and who is the author? I'm interested in reading that book. My daddy was diagnosed this past Thursday.

10:54 PM  
Blogger ImPøSsìblè GiRl said...

liver cancer kill my dad at 15-november-2008 > in 70 years old > after 2 months from my 20 birthday!!
how i hate cancer!!!
god help all cancer patients and there families!!

9:52 AM  
Blogger Life Journey Series said...

I lost my daddy to cancer Dec 2, 2009. He was my first love and my best friend. I miss him so much it hurts every cell of my body. But I have a new affirmation: Love is my inheritance and I am entitled to that now. :)

2:06 AM  
Blogger Dg Vasquez said...

My dad is currently battling Cancer. Its taking a toll on our entire family. Sometimes I don't know what to do anymore

2:47 AM  

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